Dear Megan

Day 22:  Someone you want to give a second chance to………………..

Dear Megan,

At one time or another, everyone needs a second chance.  Unfortunately, you could use one sooner than I ever expected.  I would never wish Jayden wasn’t here, but you and I both know, you were way too young to have a baby.  I have told you, and anyone else who will listen, that you are a great mom, and you have handled this situation incredibly well.  Still, this wasn’t the life I wanted for you.

I would love to be able to give you the chance to finish high school, instead of getting a ged.  I would love for you to go to your prom.  I wish you could experience your teen years as a teen, not a mom.

I also wish I could give us a second chance.  You and me.  Finding out your mother is human, and capable of mistakes sucks for everyone.  I’m sorry that my mistakes hurt you.  I wish I could go back in time and handle so many things differently, but I can’t.  I hope that we can continue to move towards healing, because I truly want to have a good relationship with you.

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